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Post by Lucrecia Crescent on Jan 25, 2008 16:06:04 GMT -5
A soft breeze fills the cave where all things sleep, No sun is shone in this place of no return and no moon can be seen. So slowly time passes yet somehow we are just left behind, With screams of pain and tears fallen from the heart. Mistakes were made and can never be forgiven that much she knows, But still, against her will the ice around her melts.
Holding on to what little she has left in this world she closes her eyes not wanting to be awakened. However it is too late, her cocoon that has held her for so long, the one that he has long since sat before is starting to break. Something is calling, and all that was once lost and never to be found is now awakening.
Her eyes are no longer are shut, her heart cold and scared. She can feel it, she can tell… Her creation has awakened once more. A scream echoes around the walls A shattering sound is soon to follow And lying in its wake… Lucrecia has risen.
Landing softly on her hands and knees in the water bellow she stared at her reflection.
“I’m so sorry…”
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Post by Sephiroth on Aug 7, 2008 7:51:08 GMT -5
(expect delays in replies, I'm in 2 other huge topics, not to mention 1 really big one as Cloud....well, that is if I get loads to reply to all at once. XD )
Sephiroth was one of those few beings who could 'appear' in multiple places all at once. Usually this was just said to be Jenova taking the form of Sephiroth, but in truth it was nothing more than the gift of flight. Just the one wing, all he needed to get from A to B in a short time. He'd recently finished patching things up in DeepGround, and before that he was discussing issues with Rufus ShinRa himself. It was true that Sephiroth was a busy man, always running errands for ShinRa and Jenova in the past...but now, he was running errands for himself and the Planet. He knew what he had to do in order to be accepted at last by the Planet, so he didn't die tainted with darkness or corruption. A voice in a dream he had told him to seek out an old cave, not far from Nibelheim and could only be acessed behind a waterfall. Treading lightly through the darkness, with the only light comming from crystals coating the walls and floor of the cave, Sephiroth found what the voice in his dream told him to find. An old Mako-fountain, once frozen but now bursting with life again. And a woman, her mind unreadable to the silver-haired ex-General...he couldn't tell what she was thinking, what her reason for being here was. But the voice in his dream told him to seek out this place and to speak to a woman who resides there. But that was all he was told, that was all he knew. What could he possibly need to say to this woman?
"I'm so sorry..."
Her voice chilling, such pain he felt in those few words...the woman had obviously experienced something horrible in her life, that will have spread onto others. But why was she sorry? What for? Perhaps this was the reason he came here.
"...why?" Sephiroth asked calmly, keeping his distance from the woman. He sensed pain and sadness in her bodylanguage, so he chose to be careful with what he said and did.
"Why are you sorry?"
(bad post, I blame Kadaj.)
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Post by Lucrecia Crescent on Aug 15, 2008 20:13:53 GMT -5
Its so cold where I am, Almost comforting the chill against my skin. So long have I felt anything, So long have I been trapped in the place. I am unworthy, but I have to try...
She heard footsteps and dreaded who they might belong to. She wanted to get up and run but it had been so long since she had moved let alone walked that her legs were not responding to her. So there was really nothing let that Lucrecia could do but face the man who once tried to help her, who she caused so much pain to.
She looked up at him expecting it to be Vincent but it wasn't. Her eyes went wide but not in fear, she wanted to look away from him but she could not. For so long she wanted to see to him, tell him who she was and maybe just maybe start over. Yet she just hung her head ashamed of herself. No there will never be a start over for her, she was the cause of this worlds pain, her experiments were her undoing and they resulted in him. What life could she have now? How would he ever understand, does he even know that she's his mother?
She looked away from him, trying not to meet his gaze, she did not know what to say, how to anwser him. Her eyes just watched the water wash over her hands for they still were in the pool until finally she spoke.
"Sephiroth yes?"
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Post by Sephiroth on Aug 22, 2008 5:41:53 GMT -5
(this'll be a bad post, sorry. DX )
No suprise that the woman knew his name...he had been world-spread news on several occasions, both positive as that General in SOLDIER and negative as the nut-job who tried to kill everyone. From the womans bodylanguage, she most likely knew of the negative stories.
"...yes, I am." he answered in a slightly depressed tone, as if awaiting the womans reaction to be like that of everyone he saw now...fear or anger...never anything else. Then again he was use to it...as a boy all the scientists around him looked down on him in anger, for reasons he never knew about or understood. And as a teenager/young adult they feared him, because of his power? Maybe. Or perhaps it was what they saw he was like as a person? Then the dream he had came back to him in memory, everything was becoming clearer now...it made him realise why he was here, why this woman was here. She held the answers to the questions he so longed for answers to, but was denied by scientists...
"...someone told me you know more about me than anyone..." Sephiroth began, before looking away himself.
"You know the answers, to the questions I have..."
(told you it was baaad!)
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Post by Lucrecia Crescent on Aug 24, 2008 4:13:55 GMT -5
Her eyes never left the floor; water reflected around her and she tried to focus on it so that he would not see the pain inside her. It was clear why he came now, why he came and found her here. It must have been so long that he longed for these answers that she could not deny him, he must have heard about her somewhere if he was drawn here now. However, was he ready for what she’ll tell him, or was it really her that wasn’t ready?
“Yes…I have those answer…”
Even if she wasn’t ready he was here to know, somewhere in the grand scheme of things it was today that he was to find out who he really was. How he was one of Hojo’s sick experiments that she herself helped to create, how if only she had listened to an important friend he might have lived a very different life. No she would not hide for him anymore, nor from life. This was what she had to live with now, what she had to fix and make right. (((soo bad sorry )))
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Post by Sephiroth on Aug 27, 2008 4:26:19 GMT -5
((my mind is cloudy at the moment cause of the cup final I'm going to this saturday, so this might fail. XD ))
Taking a few steps closer to the woman, taking care not to startle her any further, the one-winged angel stopped a good few feet away from her and examined the now liquid-like mako fountain. The memory of that day he, Zack and Cloud ventured to the Mako Reactor and saw that smaller mako fountain...they where painful memories...images of what had been and ideas of what could have been if he didn't listen to Genesis, if he had the right state of mind to forgive and forget...but no. He wasn't trained mentally to deal with such a burden, the knowlege that he was a...
"...am I really a monster?" was his first question. Right or wrong, he was ready this time. No further in his life would he let himself slip so easily into dissaray...no more... The truth was all he needed to fix the things he started.
"I know that Jenova was an alien, and that I am part of her...but does that make me a monster?"
(uber bad, I apologise.)
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Post by Lucrecia Crescent on Aug 29, 2008 21:59:40 GMT -5
Lucrecia just listened as he approached her carefully, it didn’t matter if he came running at her or not, she wouldn’t have been able to get away even if she tried but nor did she want too. She tired to get up however, she did want to see her son’s face, she had seen it many times in her dreams but never like this, so real and alive.
"...am I really a monster?….I know that Jenova was an alien, and that I am part of her...but does that make me a monster?"
Trying now to push off her arms and onto her feet the process was slow, she managed though to get to her feet but they wobbled under her own light weight and the moment she took a step forward to get out of the crystal mako water she stumbled then collapsed. The crystal water splashed around her and she just shook her head, disappointed in herself. “A monster…I wonder that myself sometimes…but you are no more a monster than the people who helped you come into this world…”
Lucrecia flinched at the mention of Jenova, that alien creature had caused her and the people she cared about so much grief, even to the people who had past from this life it still haunts then in the liftstream. Looking up at her son now for the first time her eyes were soft, she wouldn’t judge him for what he was or what he has to become she could only blame herself for that. “Sephiroth…what do you know of how you came to be?…” She fixed her eyes on him but she looked down every now and then, trying to lift her body up, to stand and get out of the cool water that washed about her.
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Post by Sephiroth on Oct 8, 2008 4:18:48 GMT -5
((this is gonna be really bad, haven't RPed like this for a while. XD))
Sephiroth turned from Lucrecia once hearing about how those who created him where monsters...and how he was no different to them. Was this the answer he wanted? No. It wasn't. Coldly turning his gaze back onto Lucrecia, the one winged angel brushed aside some of his hair to observe her actions as she asked him about how much he knew about himself...in the manner of how he came to be.
"All I know is that I will never know my "real parents". Professor Hojo was the closest thing I got to a parent, and he was a cruel man...very, very cruel...if you would want to call him human that is." Sephiroth answered bitterly, folding his arms and turning his gaze away from Lucrecia again.
"I know Jenova wasn't my birth mother. But her cells are within me, so she does have a right to call me her "son". Although thinking about me being the spawn of such a monster makes me feel sick." Sephiroth began "...you know the truth though. The voice in my dreams told me to come here, told me you knew everything...so shouldn't I be the one asking questions here?"
"You tell me how I came to be...and moreso...why?"
(bad, sorry! D;)
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